Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Old confessions

Today I retire my old confession:

"I didn't know before, and I wouldn't like to admit it, but I am emotional and naive. My intuition has been my guide to-date. Now that I don't trust it anymore, I am lost"

I think I have come to peace with the fact that I am emotional. It turns out that my emotions are sometimes wiser and more instructive than my faux-solid logic.



Instead, I have to come to terms with a fact and a question that:

"I self-sabotage. I know what must be done, and sometimes I just don't do it... does this mean I have problems, or that I just don't want the things I think I want?"

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