No longer a College Student

I am here in NYC waiting for it to hit. I'm here in limbo, waiting until I can legally work in august, waiting to do things and meet people, waiting to feel the true weight of what it means to graduate. I am an adult I suppose. Should I bemoan my wasted college years? The guys I didn't jump, the classes I didn't take, the time I filled with nothing much this last year. I was ready to graduate, but I don't think I'm ready for life. Maybe I can become a new person in two months.